Deviate

If there was even a tiny thought that Valentine’s ability to nail the emotions of her characters and make you relate on a visceral level was mere fluke – then Deviate blew that thought to s#!t.She did it again, and this time even more so. I felt the entire spectrum of feels in this brilliantly written book. While taking her time when it matters, this book never once dragged and flowed so easily that I couldn’t believe I’d reached the end already. (Minus the break I had to take when emotions ran too high and I was ready to reach through my kindle and throttle someone.)Court and Elliot are perfectly imperfect in every way and while you will probably cry, probably scream in frustration, probably swoon, and probably gasp at the brilliant lines this author delivers – you will no doubt love this book as much as I did.

4 Stars to Deviate by Marley Valentine.This book was intense and emotional. The truly only happy moments were in the end. That said, while there is grief and devastation, there was also hope. Where you wouldn't think there could be a happy ending, there was one. Marley Valentine has a talent for writing books that leave you breathless not to mention thoughtful. She makes you appreciate what you have in life even if you think it could be better.Deviate follows Marley's previous title, Devastate. Deviate can definitely be read as a standalone, however it is connected to Devastate. by characters and some circumstances. Both books are written to gut you emotionally and do a pretty god job of that.Elliot and Courtney.......Both these amazing characters are introduced in Evie and Lior's story. They are actually a big part of it. Elliot and Courtney have had a casual relationship because that was all each was looking for but when feelings started to come into play, their hook-ups ceased and Courtney avoided being around Elliot. After realizing how much he missed being with Courtney, Elliot decided she was worth taking a chance on. Only problem with that was he had to convince Courtney they should be more than friends. Courtney was not easy to convince. It wasn't her fault however she had a huge amount of grief and turmoil to deal with on a daily basis. It amazed me how strong she really was even if she didn't think so.Elliot and Courtney's relationship was hard to watch at times. Their situation broke my heart and I'll be honest when I say I wasn't sure this book would have a happy ending. It was a long and difficult road but when two people loved each other the way Elliot and Courtney did, it was for certain they'd find their happily-ever-after together.I definitely recommend this book if you enjoy emotional reads. While your at it, I also recommend you read Devastate. Both books have a smooth pace with writing that flows easily, I'll warn you though, keep a box of tissues handy.This is my honest and unbiased review. Thank you for taking the time to read it.

Shew! What a read! Marley has written another relatable story that digs deep into addiction, death, suicide and anxiety. It’s something all of us have experienced one way or another. The loss of a loved one is never forgotten but you learn to cope. Some days like Elliot and Courtney, you experience self pity, hatred and sabotage. You try to find a balance between the real world and the fake persona so no one knows what really happens behind closed doors! Courtney struggled with her own loss with a smile plastered on her face and dealt with it in her own way, alone! When reading Deviate you will feel the emotions being brought to life screaming at you with each page turn; sadness, anger, happiness and love. But, above all of that Elliot and Courtney were a perfect match! They had fun and awesome hookups! Until a secret becomes no longer avoidable that will be the test that could tear them apart for good. 1-click this emotional beauty 😃National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255

This is only my second book from this author. I read a more recent one that I loved and while this was a beautifully written story about loss the ending frustrated me.Elliot and Court start out as friends with benefits that basically use each other to escape devastating pasts but eventually Elliot realizes he wants more and Court struggles getting to a place she can fully let him in.I loved this right up until the end when he leaves her for not disclosing something about her past. I get he was hurt and they both experienced tragic pasts but his loss was in no way a comparison to hers and he couldn’t seem to grasp her reluctance in opening up. She apologizes and tries to explain but he’s not forgiving and I just couldn’t wrap my mind around it.This was still a poignant story with a lot of heart and they do get their HEA but I do wish Elliot could have not taken her way of coping with grief so personal and had been more understanding.

Deviate was my first book by Marley Valentine, I'm captivated by her words, the detail the emotion and the heartbreaking storyline had me addicted.Marley has a way of capturing each of the characters and the emotion behind them. In Deviate we get the story of Elliot and Courtney who me meet in Devastate - this is their story and it's an emotional roller coaster of Love, Laughs, Loss and Life. I think the world needs more Elliot's he is drop dead gorgeous, patient and now one of my favourite Book Boyfriends.All Elliot wants is for Courtney to lower the walls she has built around herself so he can see the real her. What is she hiding, why is she holding back? Is she worth the wait or was it good while it lasted? Could these two souls heal each other? All of these questions and so much more will be answered throughout the book."She taught me you can't love without life and you can't live without love."This scene was quite a powerful and emotional one, it was Raw,Emotional, Intentional and Soul Soothing.I cannot recommend Deviate enough it was such a fantastic read, prepare yourself for the tears.